Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Oh I need advice. If anyone even reads these...

I don't think anyone actually reads these, but I need advice if anyone does. That hockey player that I think about/have been talking about a lot recently texted me on sunday? No saturday at like midnight and said "look at the moon" and I was like I can't I am in bed and he said "sry I didn't mean to wake you, I just saw the moon and it's really big so I wanted to tell you, go back to sleep, goodnight" like REALLY??? Does he have to be so gosh darn perfect?????!?!?!?!?! I mentioned like oh...a year ago that I LOVE the stars and the moon and what does he do? He randomly texts me after his hockey play off game to look at the moon. SERIOUSLY! God! He saw the moon and decided to text me. lakjsdflkjalksjdf! why does life have to be sooooo cruel sometimes! ANYWHOODLES he has been having kind of a hard time lately with that girl he is in a complicated relationship with and the guys on the team giving him a hard time about being into the musicals and choir and figuring out college or whatever. So I had this card sitting around my dorm room and I decided to write a note on a seperate piece of paper about why he needs to cheer up and then on the card wrote 15 reasons why I think he is awesome. I swear on the moon (haha) that I tried my absolute best to make it as completely friendly, non-flirty, as possible. Like the whole time I used words like "bud", "pal", "bub", ect. The reasons are all about like his humor or like inside jokes, no like "you're perfect" or anything like that. It's just silly. I haven't mailed it yet. Should I or is it weird? I want to do it because it's just something he can look at whenever he gets down or overwhelmed and since I am not home, it's harder to help him. I don't know though! Is it a bad idea??? You also have to keep in mind that we got to know each other in drama and choir, soooo boundaries are a little more blurred then normal society. HELP!!!


  1. I think you should mail it! It's a really cute idea =)
    I think giving him some genuine reasons to smile, and be happy about himself is an amazing idea!
    Just do it! =D

  2. When I have to decide something like this, I make myself stop and close my eyes and thinking about what I need to decide on. I then pay attention to the first response, either a yes or a no. Usually you know in your heart what you want to do, but you don't want to listen to it. I know this sounds silly but I swear it really works for me. Listen to your instincts, they will never let you down!

  3. that boy sounds insanely cute! good luck with all your goals x

  4. he is insanely cute...it's disturbing how perfect on the outside and inside he is...I think i am gonna do it : ) PLUS after I lose the weight I will go home for spring break and see him...perfecto!